I did not score today. Since Friday I weaned myself off on my ‘last’ draw and now it has all gone. Whilst it did feel uncomfortable, I also had a sense of excitement and by this evening I was buzzing! It felt so great not to have to go through the whole rigmarole of finding some gear, getting money out, going and get the stuff and then feeling a lack because there was just never enough or it wasn’t quite good enough. Although my head space has been filled with not going to get weed, the cravings only came in pangs and were not overwhelming. I did buy myself a bottle of cider just in case I felt the need to take the edge of my stress – however it has not been necessary to crack it open tonight. A friend of mine told me that she had to take Piriton (an antihistamine) and she said that she felt like she’d smoked two big spliffs and she even got the munchies! – top tip. So with all these tools and my newly discovered inner determination, things look set to continue.