Failed Good & Proper

I am ashamed to report that I failed on every front in terms of my decision to quit weed this week. As you will be aware, I failed miserably yesterday when Dozy W visited. I also failed today in terms of not scoring under any circumstances. I just could not help it. I’m not even going to go into the details about how I was so good because I only scored twenty quid’s worth because I scored when I said that I wouldn’t. Acting out was a relief. Now I feel a bit deflated but hey, let’s see what happens after this little bag of rip off has been smoked and then I can reassess again. Blimey, I wish I could just wave a magic wand and I could think differently about this whole thing and it would all be over but that obviously ain’t going to happen. This is the  reason why I actually never bother to tackle this problem; because as soon as I do it all goes haywire. All in all a waste of a bloody week, with stress and wasting everybody’s time with something that I just can’t seem to achieve. Fuck, what a waster!

*** IF THE CAP FITS ***

8 responses to this post.

  1. Well at least you can still laugh ;)

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  2. Yeah I remember sex :)

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  3. Posted by Ocifer Dibble on September 22, 2012 at 9:28 pm

    Be thankful that you failed because you are learning your enemy,meanwhile do not give up forgive your self and try again keep trying to u reach success I promise you your reward will be well worth the effort

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