Posts Tagged ‘Kabbalah’

Chaos is Green

I'm driving myself mad

Chaos is borne out of disconnection with our source and our own selves.

I am cut off.

The chaos that surrounds me is of my own making.

It is trying to tell me something that I do not want to hear (la, la, la, I can’t hear you).

The more I ignore it, the more chaos there will be until I can’t stand it any more and I make a change.

We are all here to achieve our destinies and flow along life’s path┬ábut I’m stuck in a groove …

… and I know that the more chaos, the better the weed.



Public Apology

It is the month of Virgo. This is is the lead in to the Jewish New Year, a time when everything starts afresh and if we’re really good and repent all our sins on the given day in September, I believe that will determine whether we shall live for another year. I never actually repent my sins on that given day because I tend to do it as I go along … ‘Oops, sorry about that.’ At this time of the year I am told that we (all of us) must make amends and apologise to family/friends/people for any wrong-doings towards them in action or in thought. If you wish, it is a good time to ask a close friend – make sure they’re close, then you can hit them if you don’t like what they say, which, let’s face it, you are unlikely to like – to tell you what your worst traits are; then, armed with your most hideous flaws, you can work on changing yourself. Sounds like hard work? Exactly, which is why I don’t actually do that second part – having said that, on a regular basis I am read my short-comings by my long suffering Honey and it doesn’t make any difference to me because I like myself the way I am. Therefore, as far as I’m concerned, this is a public apology to anyone I know who I have either directly or inadvertently hurt this year and if you’re still speaking to me, then here’s to a great upcoming new year.



Be The Change You’d Like To See

This is a very important time of the year for the Jewish people. It is the run up to the new year. Before we get there, we have to prepare ourselves mentally and cleanse our spirits and our relationships.

I have had a rough week – day to day I consciously try to not let others affect my moods and I practice techniques of deflection (almost like a shield) – this week one person in particular got my goat (and I’m not going to go into it here), which really pissed me off – as a result of the piss off, my mood degenerated into one where road rage and shouting at 3 Mobile were a great release on Friday.

I am following a Kabbalistic calendar for the month and it’s not mumbo-jumbo, it’s practical things that we can do to put the last year to bed and start afresh. It is a time of soul searching and even going so far as to ask your closest friends what they think of you, accepting their criticism and changing accordingly, then thanking them for their honesty. It’s all about seeing the good in people and pointing it out if you get the chance. It’s about appreciating what we have and what we’re grateful for. It’s about asking for forgiveness and making amends. It’s about giving to other people; giving them a chance to speak, making them feel appreciated, being kind, generous and tolerant.

It is also about not being so hard on yourself. It is quite a trying time!

For tomorrow it says “go out of your comfort zone by being extra patient and loving with every person you meet” – my family are off to the seaside tomorrow and I don’t intend on seeing a living soul if at all possible …

… so that one shouldn’t be too difficult.


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